Packing up and moving on....

Its that time again,where I think and take all the blame....

What was your gain,?why did you put me to shame?....

You broke me to the extent I couldn't fake a smile on my face.....

All those promises you made....were they all fake?

It was all my fault cos I kept running back to you again and again...

All the love,care and kindness I showered you went down the drain....

I kept thinking to stay and find happiness in you..but little did I know it'll be in vain 

I always want to move on but you still stuck in my brain....

Everytime I made adjustments and changes to suit you 

I ended friendships that could prove a threat to us....No...To you 

Time by time......seconds turned to minutes,minutes turned to hours,hours turned to days,days turned to weeks and weeks turned to month and then I realised I'd changed the person I was....just for you

All I did.....I just was never enough....I couldn't be all for you

It's OK to want more....but why..?

Why do you tell lies just to make me cry?

You made a fool out of my feelings in the name of wanting to try

I just sit here and say it's my fault....do u wonder why?

No time to think about how much time I've wasted trying to get you to treat me right 

It's time to pick myself and become a better person than you used to know

I'd have to do all it takes to get back to light 

I know better now and I should've left just when you started to make me feel low...

No need sulking over a spilled milk

It just hurts that if you called me back right now......

I'd come back...I'd pretend everything was as smooth as silk 

You've made me hate the person I am...No the person you made me....how?

Doesn't matter.....

What matters is that I'm ready to pack my shits up and move on.....

and I'd do just that......

You just keep looking on.....

NB:This is a really rough work.....Thanks for reading btw 

Ty💜